Wow, a dream house! Can you imagine?? Thjs property is for rent! I really don't care for such modern type homes but I could definitely make an exception for the right price : ) Floor to ceiling windows with a view of the ocean. Amazing. The Pacific Ocean is right across the street from this house and the roof is a patio! I have been walking by this house for years, feeling slightly envious and now it is for rent. Oh well, I'll have to keep walking! Today I walked so far that when I stopped I was afraid I had hurt my back I was really stiff. But didn't notice till I stopped. I would really have liked a massage today, I used to have a membership at Massage Envy, but kind of expensive and they take it out of your bank account. Hm. Would like to see a Chiro too, but don't know who to go to? It's hard to find a good one, I've been to several and wasn't especially impressed. I have issues with my lower back, hip, legs and feet and hands. I feel swollen and my skin feels tight and I hurt and feel sore. Been to several doctors, a neurologist, had expensive ( and painful!) tests and they said there was nothing, maybe a little pre-diabetic (WHAT???) but I still don't always feel great. I decided to try again when my insurance switched over to a different plan and went to a GP I really liked. She did alot of tests, blood work and nothing turned up. Not that I wanted anything to, but still don't feel 100% and I would like to. She referred me to a neurologist again, a rheumatologist, a gastroenterologist, a obgyn and wants me to have a pelvic ultrasound and a colonoscopy!!!!!! SHEESH! I don't know what to do...........do I keep going to doctors and try to figure it out or do I just forget it and do the best I can? It's kind of scarey, sometimes I feel like I should quit while I'm ahead since no one's told me anything really bad. Im negative for arthritis, which I find odd since I kind of feel arthritic. In the meantime, I push myself-I walk as much as I can, I work, I switch off between tylenol #3 and red wine for pain relief!! Well this is not the post I intended after a month and a half of not posting but this is what poured out so I guess I needed to get it out. And I guess thats okay on my own blog.

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